Just sitting around...

I am not sure why just sitting around and thinking makes me feel so guilty...when I was little I loved to sit and think...it sort of cleared up all the things that were swirling around in my head...it is a few days after Christmas and it is just time to sit for a bit and not do anything. I don't want to think about going out or shopping or even dinner...I want a day off from everything...a day off from details...a non thinking about anything important day...